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Monday, March 03, 2008

♥Mm

i didnt expect this day to come so fast?
honestly speaking, i cant tolerate what things are going on around me anymore.
I've been tolerating for a few month already and i had enough!
after i saw one of my primary school friends blog,
alot of memories came to my mind and i started not trusting friends.
why?
let me tell u.
i can see that there are alot of difference between us, her friends and mine.
furthermore, mostly of her friends are my primary school close friends.
while mine now?
they will give excuses when they were out and not calling me whether i want to go or not?
their best excuse was i was always with tracy mah?
i 24/7 with her sibo? please lah? think can bo?
this is not the 1st time liao. 3rd time ler.
i lun until going buay tahan liao.
i in school treat u like my real life brother.
but u just dont treasure then tell me at my face.
what for in school treating me so good.
but after school zao liao dunno go where?
dont even ask me whether i wan go bo.
bo think what i felt ? friends be until ah ni kuan must well end it.
seriously, if u dont felt like going out with me in the past,
just say so. i wont blame u.
i wont know whether u like it or not but suits u.
maybe i had become too soft hearted at the past.
tio people eat mah?
enough is enough. i today i really had enough liao.
who treat me good .
i will treat them as equally good.
who does not? too bad?
hope u understand what i am feeling now.
like i said i do treasure our friendship, if u dont then just forget it.
can just tell me straight AT MY FACE!
i all i could say i can see alot of difference between us.
it was totally different from primary school life.
things does really changed alot.
for now, i started to believe in friends are not forever in your life.
they are not the one who were there when u need them.
im sorry if my words are too hash, but these are things that are bottom of my heart.

Melvin leong

7:55 PM

Love is the thing, i can't live without in my life
	Monday, March 03, 2008 ♥Mm i didnt expect this day to come so fast? honestly speaking, i cant tolerate what things are going on around me anymore. I've been tolerating for a few month already and i had enough! after i saw one of my primary school friends blog, alot of memories came to my mind and i started not trusting friends. why? let me tell u. i can see that there are alot of difference between us, her friends and mine. furthermore, mostly of her friends are my primary school close friends. while mine now? they will give excuses when they were out and not calling me whether i want to go or not? their best excuse was i was always with tracy mah? i 24/7 with her sibo? please lah? think can bo? this is not the 1st time liao. 3rd time ler. i lun until going buay tahan liao. i in school treat u like my real life brother. but u just dont treasure then tell me at my face. what for in school treating me so good. but after school zao liao dunno go where? dont even ask me whether i wan go bo. bo think what i felt ? friends be until ah ni kuan must well end it. seriously, if u dont felt like going out with me in the past, just say so. i wont blame u. i wont know whether u like it or not but suits u. maybe i had become too soft hearted at the past. tio people eat mah? enough is enough. i today i really had enough liao. who treat me good . i will treat them as equally good. who does not? too bad? hope u understand what i am feeling now. like i said i do treasure our friendship, if u dont then just forget it. can just tell me straight AT MY FACE! i all i could say i can see alot of difference between us. it was totally different from primary school life. things does really changed alot. for now, i started to believe in friends are not forever in your life. they are not the one who were there when u need them. im sorry if my words are too hash, but these are things that are bottom of my heart. Melvin leong 7:55 PM	Exit