Before the clock stops ticking

Wednesday, October 17, 2007

♥Mm

Today is Simpson's birthday so, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! Well, i don't know whether i done a job as a girlfriend. Things around me is going in a mess. I felt like giving up hope for my life. Can someone help me? I'm feeling really hopeless right now. Not in the mood for everythings. Boy is always busy with his maple. As for me? Busy for nothing. Sometimes words in my heart, i have to kept it t myself. As for wad i think, so wad if i tell? Will things change? Hmm, getting a job in the holiday is going to help me alot. I'm going to make myself damn busy. So that i won't build castle in the air. As a girlfriend, i think i'm really really very lousy. Or i should said, selfish? Well, he used to pamper me alot with all his loves. A smile is always on his face when we went outing. Or am i too greedy? Memories are sweet. I'm done somethings that seriously hurt him last time. And i'm damn regret about it. I'm always wondering did i make up for him? Or i actually did not do anythings at all? Darling u really mean alot to me. I will never bear to let u go. Family problem is troubling me too. Big bro is in the army, no one share my feeling with me and give me advise. Daddy is always naggging me nowadays. I HATE MY LIFE, MYSELF, MY EVERYTHING!!! I'M SORRY, BOY!

9:35 PM

Love is the thing, i can't live without in my life
	Wednesday, October 17, 2007 ♥Mm Today is Simpson's birthday so, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! Well, i don't know whether i done a job as a girlfriend. Things around me is going in a mess. I felt like giving up hope for my life. Can someone help me? I'm feeling really hopeless right now. Not in the mood for everythings. Boy is always busy with his maple. As for me? Busy for nothing. Sometimes words in my heart, i have to kept it t myself. As for wad i think, so wad if i tell? Will things change? Hmm, getting a job in the holiday is going to help me alot. I'm going to make myself damn busy. So that i won't build castle in the air. As a girlfriend, i think i'm really really very lousy. Or i should said, selfish? Well, he used to pamper me alot with all his loves. A smile is always on his face when we went outing. Or am i too greedy? Memories are sweet. I'm done somethings that seriously hurt him last time. And i'm damn regret about it. I'm always wondering did i make up for him? Or i actually did not do anythings at all? Darling u really mean alot to me. I will never bear to let u go. Family problem is troubling me too. Big bro is in the army, no one share my feeling with me and give me advise. Daddy is always naggging me nowadays. I HATE MY LIFE, MYSELF, MY EVERYTHING!!! I'M SORRY, BOY! 9:35 PM	Exit