today was a really bad day for me. at the start was okay. but till at night it just ended up badly. It makes me felt like there is no one caring for me? darling went out with xiting, as for me? i went out with my bros. had fun at 1st but in the end all SUCKS! hais. i REALLY dont know HOW to say! Just things that i cant DO! if i done it i will hurt one of my best frens. if i dont, it will ended up ME tolerating things. alrd alot of things happen to me!DARLING PLS CHANGE CAN!? PLS! just really really felt like dying _!_ have to worry this and there. if i dont care the other party they may just make fun or give me attitute! god, pls tell me what to do lah! im dam tired! 1 have to worry about bros scared no time to be with them 2nd darling sometimes do wonder what shes doing. eat ler mah or didnt. i really do care about her. is just sometimes no time to spend with her. there is only 1 me! i cant go anywhere i want! is nt i dun care u. i just that i have to pei both parties u know marh!? hais nvm bah. say so much u also wont understand de.. 3rd hais cant say. just really dunno what to do.i now just felt that everyone dont seem to care. it hurts me badly. Darling where were u when i need u the most, i believe in 2nd chances hoping that u will give and take. i REALLY do. hais no more blogging ler. im tired bye